I just want to travel the world with people I loooove.
Is that so much to ask?
Friends who are reading this, fucking get out here already.
I’m not lonely but I miss someone so I’m going to eat corn nuts and watch Eternal Sunshine.
This is why I don’t need days off.
"According to our beliefs man has been created with love in order to love. Meviâna says: All loves are a bridge to divine love. Yes those who have not had a taste of it do not know!"
I like to write when I’m flying on airplanes because I love turbulence and the way my stomach feels where the plane drops too quickly
I like the idea of your life being in the hands of somebody else so if you die you die
I’m not suicidal but most days I feel like I’m ready to go
I told you one of my favorite moments was when you took me to your secret spot at the river.
We stripped off our clothes I took a leap
Literally and figuratively
You were the biggest risk I’ve taken
And the sun was shining on me differently that day
Like the world was making a point to let me know I was in good hands
The sun needed to let me know I was loved
You told me a moment you could relive over and over again
And after we had already kissed each other clean I started running water in the bath tub that so many people had used before
We laid in the bath with your arms wrapped around me and the lights were off
Not that any of those details matter because we were in a realm where those things didn’t need to exist
I know why they say “deeply” in love now
I was on a horizon of consciousness that usually doesn’t get examined
The night turned into the morning, and part of me felt like I lived ten years in that dingy hotel room
Whether people existed outside of that room or not, it really didn’t matter.
Time isn’t linear
I don’t know what to do