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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>I’m Mariah Murphy.
I love words and my dog.
I’m an asshole.
Born and currently living in Las Vegas.
Traveling the world and earning a Bachelors in Global Studies through Global College.
I hope you like my blog and fall in love with me.


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. </description><title>IT WAS ALL A DREAM</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @aheavy-heart)</generator><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>"You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit.”..."</title><description>““You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit.” &lt;br/&gt;
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;(via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mudkipmaster94.tumblr.com/"&gt;mudkipmaster94&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176958239</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176958239</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 18:07:11 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"Suffering consists of being unable to reveal oneself and, when one happens to succeed in doing so,..."</title><description>“Suffering consists of being unable to reveal oneself and, when one happens to succeed in doing so, in having nothing more to say.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;André Gide &lt;a href="http://mythologyofblue.tumblr.com/search/Andr%C3%A9+Gide"&gt;+&lt;/a&gt; (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mythologyofblue.tumblr.com/"&gt;mythologyofblue&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176728862</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176728862</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 18:03:59 -0400</pubDate><category>teach me</category><category>note taken</category></item><item><title>chunk-of-change:

Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down

And you...</title><description>&lt;iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_51176387599" src="http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176387599/audio_player_iframe/aheavy-heart/tumblr_lak6tayVzk1qbepmy?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Faheavy-heart%2F51176387599%2Ftumblr_lak6tayVzk1qbepmy" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://chunk-of-change.tumblr.com/post/1354006455/dashboard-confessional-hands-down"&gt;chunk-of-change&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;and you kissed me like you meant it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;And I knew that you meant it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176387599</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176387599</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:59:29 -0400</pubDate><category>so cheesy</category><category>so good</category><category>dashboard confessional</category><category>hands down</category></item><item><title>"The most fundamental aggression to ourselves, the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves, is..."</title><description>“The most fundamental aggression to ourselves, the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves, is to remain ignorant by not having the courage and the respect to look at ourselves honestly and gently.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Pema Chodron (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lovespulse.tumblr.com/"&gt;lovespulse&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176129369</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51176129369</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:55:54 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>
Michael Creese, “Gypsy” (2013)
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c5ee890c72435ab715116b9b06ebe524/tumblr_mloy513plj1qzskcyo1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Michael Creese, “Gypsy” (2013)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51175522938</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51175522938</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:47:39 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e02724dac1be1f5fac1fdcc3c43ddf7e/tumblr_mmlvi1asay1qh6w8to1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174856535</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174856535</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:38:37 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"Every intensity induces intensities – jealousy of the vulva for the mouth, jealousy of the nipple..."</title><description>“Every intensity induces intensities – jealousy of the vulva for the mouth, jealousy of the nipple for the fondled testicles, jealousy of the woman over the book her lover is writing, jealousy of the sun upon the closed shutters behind which the reader reads that book.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Alphonso Lingis&lt;/strong&gt;, &lt;em&gt;The Intensive Zone&lt;/em&gt; from &lt;em&gt;Libido: The French Existential Theories&lt;/em&gt; (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://frenchtwist.tumblr.com/"&gt;frenchtwist&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174462739</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174462739</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:33:18 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bef0897fabe205e9f08b05f7c2ce3d99/tumblr_mma3gd4bGt1rx4k90o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174418864</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174418864</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:32:42 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md7i37DQDw1qaxd5mo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174389397</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174389397</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:32:19 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>brandef:

Dear Careerists: There is more to life than corporate...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/55cf0e97676f7ce9c4191e04990ed9d4/tumblr_mj33iy80hV1qdzubio1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://brandef.tumblr.com/post/51161225239/dear-careerists-there-is-more-to-life-than" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;brandef&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Dear Careerists: There is more to life than corporate careers and achievements; show solidarity with your fellow workers.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174236742</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51174236742</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:30:19 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3e0fac391b6be8eb69d101e4627edef1/tumblr_mn7zqgbfrl1qg0j7jo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51172368301</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51172368301</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:05:19 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f02a3d7a9b50b6b7005dd8e38489d0a7/tumblr_mjwr77gLnM1r8i5lyo2_r2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51172308004</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51172308004</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:04:30 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>porn4ladies:

full bloom, 19</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d1f9f7ccbc80c26b1407649d504a893b/tumblr_mn9kvfRUEY1rs2jpso1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://porn4ladies.tumblr.com/post/51161922739/full-bloom-19" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;porn4ladies&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;full bloom, 19&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51172302704</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51172302704</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 17:04:26 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>diorpaint:

I wanna say I love you to all the people with a auto immune disorder or any health...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://diorpaint.tumblr.com/post/51162331401/i-wanna-say-i-love-you-to-all-the-people-with-a"&gt;diorpaint&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;I wanna say I love you to all the people with a auto immune disorder or any health issues they didn’t ask for, I love you a lot - Lil B&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;lil b loves me and it&amp;#8217;s funny he would post this today&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51170098632</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51170098632</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 16:34:49 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>brandef:

fuck greatest shit greatest gray test tu</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5c0194cab85be94c2fae76e0a12b8161/tumblr_mn64xdi0Ye1r1grvto1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://brandef.tumblr.com/post/51162555677/fuck-greatest-shit-greatest-gray-test-tu" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;brandef&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;fuck greatest shit greatest gray test tu&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51170051706</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51170051706</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 16:34:11 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_meln8f9qwI1rmbwrbo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51168464696</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51168464696</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 16:12:35 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>portugaltheman:

on may 29th we’re having a gallery show...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/de0ebadacf0b6ffbd1a97fd5605c616d/tumblr_mn7xr3rfVw1ro24mqo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://portugaltheman.tumblr.com/post/51095160720/on-may-29th-were-having-a-gallery-show-presented"&gt;portugaltheman&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;on may 29th we’re having a gallery show presented by Tumblr callled &lt;a href="http://music.tumblr.com/post/50583935313/tumblr-invites-you-to-scroll-through-the-creative"&gt;ALL THE FEELS&lt;/a&gt;. the event will feature artwork from The Fantastic The, &lt;a href="http://gif-iti.tumblr.com/"&gt;INSA&lt;/a&gt;, and photography from Danger Mouse.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;RSVP Here: &lt;a href="http://allthefeels.splashthat.com/"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://allthefeels.splashthat.com/"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://allthefeels.splashthat.com/"&gt;&lt;a href="http://allthefeels.splashthat.com/"&gt;http://allthefeels.splashthat.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;see artwork from the show and stream our new record Evil Friends online at &lt;a href="http://portugaltheman.tumblr.com"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://portugaltheman.tumblr.com"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://portugaltheman.tumblr.com"&gt;&lt;a href="http://portugaltheman.tumblr.com"&gt;http://portugaltheman.tumblr.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51167970065</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51167970065</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 16:05:44 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>pity party for two holla
crying
watching Better Off Dead, eating...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ae99ca5a45561382bda47b7921cc689c/tumblr_mn9orlX5V61qzy9nbo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;pity party for two holla&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;crying&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;watching Better Off Dead, eating cane’s, and drinking starbucks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;feeling like no one actually cares cause I like to feel bad for myself and don’t have anyone to talk to about what I’m going through because I’m an insensitive asshole and have desensitized myself from everyone else and they’ve done it to me so yay&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I’m so embarrassed by fucking everything about me and my actions lately&lt;br/&gt;Some people make me feel much more embarrassed than others&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I guess I don’t have my best friend with me 24/7 anymore&lt;br/&gt;and I kind of miss having someone so involved&lt;br/&gt;and someone to talk to about everything&lt;br/&gt;and Denver seems so far away&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;tbh i just want to be a lil drunk&lt;br/&gt;and to be loved&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It’s not even that the procedure was really awful (although it hurt so so bad and I was embarrassed by how sad I was)&lt;br/&gt;I’m just sad because I’ve been going through this shit for months and I still don’t have an answer and I’m finally going to get an answer&lt;br/&gt;and I might have this chronic illness that took my dad so that’s cool&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Idk if this is too heavy for tumblr, but i just don’t give a fuck because writing makes me feel better and I don’t care if I’m putting it on social media&lt;br/&gt;cause I don’t have time to give a fuck about what anybody thinks anymore and i just want to go back to college and be in China already theend&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51167353804</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51167353804</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 15:57:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/62b319bbeadaebfa15c2825778acf1ea/tumblr_mk14m1l31V1qglol7o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8f69cbbd1697b570dd3c84fa5a3b2374/tumblr_mk14m1l31V1qglol7o2_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51165745421</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51165745421</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 15:34:20 -0400</pubDate><category>me</category></item><item><title>"I was prepared, but it still hurt."</title><description>“I was prepared, but it still hurt.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Hiro Fujiwara (via &lt;a href="http://fawun.tumblr.com/" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;fawun&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51157118093</link><guid>http://aheavy-heart.tumblr.com/post/51157118093</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 13:08:45 -0400</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
